Anyway guys excuse my language for the next little bit (yeah I know I don't normally curse but oh well I don't care rn)
Anyway as the tittle says, I'm so fucking pissed off with my dad and I have been over the past few days because he's such a fucking bitch......
Now why is a he a bitch you may ask.
1. So he expected to fully grasp everything for my learners permit in like two days and when I failed the test he yelled at me and took most of my stuff away. He said it makes no sense that I failed (though I almost passed ;-
I told him I wasn't ready god.... ;-; k
2. He tells me things like I'm never going to get anywhere in life and that no art school is going to want me and all that lovely stuff. He's so motivational isn't he? (Note the sarcasm there) I mean god dame he puts everything I do down and calls me lazy all the time just because I don't do things exactly the way he wants them done ;-; if I clean its never good enough for him and he'll say something like "just go on somewhere before you mess everything up" and then he gets mad when I don't want to help him clean ;-;
3. Okay so here's the actual reason why I'm doing this rant\vent thing. I just asked him a question and he told me to shut up because my voice annoys him ;-; yeah..... Apearently I have a fucking annoying voice- thanks for telling me that because I can just magically change the way my voice sounds ;-;"
There's nothing else that I really have to say about him other than the fact he got pissed off at me when I had an anxiety attack in the school..... Yeah I feel so fucking loved you know?
The thing of it is, my whole family is like this, both sides of my family treat me awfully mainly because my parents divorced and my moms side doesn't like my dads side and vice versa.....
I honestly can't wait till I finish school and leave my town behind along with my family..... Luckily I don't have that much longer, only two more years after this school year ^.^ and then I can finally be free ;-;
Yeah anyway this was just a vent type thing since sometimes it helps to just type about my problems since I don't have anyone to talk about them with (I have like no friends IRL atm) so yeah that about it.... I guess have a nice day is the last thing I can say to whomever is reading this XD